Love, war and loss: How one soldier in Ukraine hopes to be made whole again

By Dustin Jones

Andrii Smolenskyi and his wife, Alina Smolenska, on May 26, 2022. Andrii never wanted to be a soldier. But when Russia invaded Ukraine last year, he refused to flee Kyiv and instead stayed to defend his country. Alina Smolenska hide caption

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Andrii Smolenskyi and his wife, Alina Smolenska, on May 26, 2022. Andrii never wanted to be a soldier. But when Russia invaded Ukraine last year, he refused to flee Kyiv and instead stayed to defend his country.

Alina Smolenska

Everything was dark and little made sense when Andrii Smolenskyi finally regained consciousness.

"The whole mission was just a dream," he thought to himself as he lay in bed. "Why's it so dark?"

Andrii, still groggy from having just awakened, thought the blanket was draped over his head.

"Then I realized that I couldn't pull off the blanket," he recalls.

And he could feel something over his eyes, which at first he dismissed as a sheet, until he got a feeling deep in his gut that something had gone horribly, horribly wrong.

Alina and Andrii sit outside a hospital on June 25. The blast from an artillery shell tore off both of Andrii's arms above the elbow and shattered all the bones in his face, taking both of his eyes as well. Alina Smolenska hide caption

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Alina and Andrii sit outside a hospital on June 25. The blast from an artillery shell tore off both of Andrii's arms above the elbow and shattered all the bones in his face, taking both of his eyes as well.

Alina Smolenska

This September will mark Andrii and Alina's fourth wedding anniversary, and at 27 years old they both have so much life left to live.

They no longer know what the future holds.

But what their lives look like could depend in part on the kindness of strangers.

And tragically, Andrii's plight is no longer an uncommon one in Ukraine.

Because the Ukrainian government doesn't release casualty figures, there's no way of telling exactly how many wounded soldiers and veterans like Andrii are in need. However, according to James Vandersea, director of upper extremity prosthetics at Medical Center Orthotics and Prosthetics (MCOP) in Silver Spring, Md., an estimated 7,000 to 10,000 wounded Ukrainian soldiers need prosthetics.

"Three to five times the number that we saw in Afghanistan and Iraq combined," he said.

However, with Ukraine keeping a tight lid on its casualty counts, there will be no way to know how many soldiers have lost limbs until the war comes to an end. this month that between 20,000 and 50,000 Ukrainian soldiers may have lost limbs since the war began.

Mike Corcoran, a co-founder of MCOP and a prosthetist specializing in hip disarticulation, hemipelvectomy and military prosthetics, said it is a "staggering number" if true. He asked Ukrainian Col. Oleksandr Rozhkov at the Ukrainian Embassy in Washington, D.C., whether the reports were true. Corcoran says Rozhkov told him that he could not confirm or deny the numbers but that the figures were "not inaccurate."

She said there used to be more facilities capable of caring for amputees in the eastern part of the country — where most of the current fighting is taking place — but those were forced to close when the war started. The remaining clinics in western Ukraine do what they can, she said, but they have limited resources to treat people with amputations, especially the complex cases that involve wounded soldiers. And as the war grinds on, she said, "the demand is going up exponentially."

Two new rehabilitation centers in Lviv, the Superhumans Center and the UNBROKEN National Rehabilitation Center, hope to someday meet that demand. But those facilities have only recently opened their doors. And with the sheer number of military personnel and civilians wounded and with no end to the war in sight, there's no telling how long some Ukrainians will have to wait for care.

James Vandersea, the lead upper-extremity prosthetics specialist at Medical Center Orthotics and Prosthetics, works with Ukrainian soldier Ilya Mykhalchuk on July 24 in Silver Spring, Md. Russia's war in Ukraine has resulted in thousands of people with amputations, many of whom have complex cases that are more difficult and expensive to care for. Lou Cabana/Medical Center Orthotics and Prosthetics hide caption

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James Vandersea, the lead upper-extremity prosthetics specialist at Medical Center Orthotics and Prosthetics, works with Ukrainian soldier Ilya Mykhalchuk on July 24 in Silver Spring, Md. Russia's war in Ukraine has resulted in thousands of people with amputations, many of whom have complex cases that are more difficult and expensive to care for.

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That's why Future for Ukraine teamed up with two other nonprofits, United Help Ukraine and Revived Soldiers Ukraine, to help care for wounded individuals while the Ukrainian government focuses on the fight. In collaboration with MCOP, they launched, which cared for a dozen patients with amputations in 2022 and hopes to outfit another 24 this year.

"Losing an arm or a leg, or multiple arms and multiple legs, can be a great loss," Vandersea said. "You go through similar feelings as if you lost a loved one, you know? You're losing a part of your body, so you go through the five stages of loss and grieving, depression, etc. And it's important to try to make these individuals whole."

Prosthetics specialist James Vandersea (left) works to fit Ilya Mykhalchuk with prosthetic arms on Aug. 2. Prostheses range drastically in price depending on the complexity of the device. Some can cost well over $100,000. Lou Cabana/MCOP International hide caption

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Prosthetics specialist James Vandersea (left) works to fit Ilya Mykhalchuk with prosthetic arms on Aug. 2. Prostheses range drastically in price depending on the complexity of the device. Some can cost well over $100,000.

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According to FFU's Operation Renew Prosthetics , it and United Help Ukraine have managed to raise just under $45,000 so far in 2023, of which about $31,000 has already been spent. And that's just on travel and accommodations for the wounded soldiers.

The major expenses come from the prosthetic devices themselves, which range dramatically in price. Vandersea said a basic below-the-knee amputation can be treated with a device that costs $8,000 to $15,000. But more complex cases, like hip disarticulation — removing an entire leg at the base of the pelvis — can run over $100,000. And most of the patients in the program require the most expensive devices.

"It wouldn't be uncommon for these prostheses, the equivalent market value, to be $100,000, $150,000, sometimes even a little bit more," Vandersea said.

The program has already provided care for 15 of the 24 patients it plans to help this year. And though the program obviously has a major impact on the patients it's helping, it's not nearly enough considering how many people are in need, Vandersea said. And funding is falling short.

"We need additional funds to take care of more of these soldiers," he said. "They need a lot more care than we have available to provide."

Vandersea said that Operation Renew Prosthetics and MCOP haven't announced whether they will be able to treat more Ukrainians in 2024. He hopes they can, but it all depends on the success of fundraising efforts.

Andrii lost both of his arms above the elbow, which could cost $60,000 or more per arm to outfit with a myoelectric prosthetic arm,, not including the follow-up care, rehabilitation and more.

Alina documented Andrii's injuries and steps in his recovery on Facebook. In the post here, she describes hearing of her husband's injuries as "the worst news of my life." Alina Smolenska hide caption

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Alina documented Andrii's injuries and steps in his recovery on Facebook. In the post here, she describes hearing of her husband's injuries as "the worst news of my life."

Alina Smolenska

Andrii had never wanted to be a soldier. He worked as a financial manager before the war, living with Alina in their Kyiv apartment. He had been putting money away to open an IT startup that would focus on app development.

Music was his passion outside of work. Andrii had started an annual music camp for small-town musicians, and it had 60 participants in its first program. The COVID-19 pandemic threw a wrench into his plan, but Andrii said he was very much looking forward to getting back into the music scene.

"I had really big dreams for the future," Andrii says.

But then the war came.

Friends urged him to leave Kyiv with them, but he refused. He wanted to fight.

"I wanted to protect what I had lost," Andrii says. "I feel a lot of compassion for all the people that live in my country. ... We all feel united that we just fight for what we love, for our country."

On May 25, Andrii was low-crawling to retrieve a piece of equipment when the explosion happened.

"The official document states, 'artillery shell,' " Andrii says. "My friend told me they had no idea what specifically it was 'cause their focus was on my lost hands."

Whatever the ordnance was, it tore flesh and bone from limb. Shrapnel traveling thousands of feet per second battered his upper torso. Combined with the shock wave of the blast, it shattered every bone in Andrii's face and destroyed his eyes. Whether by dumb luck or divine intervention, the shrapnel didn't reach his brain. Additionally, his ears were badly damaged, resulting in temporary hearing loss, and capillaries in his lungs ruptured, filling the lungs with fluid.

Andrii's comrades rushed to save his life, treating him in the field before transporting him to a military hospital. They told him he was conscious, somehow, the entire time, but he says he doesn't remember anything following the blast.

The fact that he survived and with the injuries he sustained is nothing short of astounding considering the destructive power of an artillery round.

According to the global watchdog organization Human Rights Watch, a 155 mm high-explosive artillery round — the standard NATO round used by the U.S. and similar to the 152 mm rounds used by Russia — has a kill radius of 50 to 150 meters from impact.

The news reached Alina on the afternoon of May 26, and she arrived at the hospital around 2 a.m. the following day. The hospital staff members were less than thrilled when she showed up, given the time, but they let her see Andrii for 20 minutes.

"All my values were changed after that day," she said. "I understood what is really valuable for me. I understood that family, Andrii, our house, is the most valuable thing in our life."

Alina has been documenting Andrii's journey on. She wrote in early June that she and Andrii were moved to a hospital in Kyiv. She also shared how Andrii's recovery has inspired her through his hospital-bed dance parties and when he makes the other patients laugh.

At the end of June, she chronicled how the two were finally able to spend time outside together and how he can talk again, though his voice was raspy with a light whistling from the tracheostomy tube in his neck.

Andrii says navigating what care and rehabilitation options are available — and those that are not — is difficult for himself and other wounded soldiers like him. He's dedicating the upcoming year to fighting for his future, in hopes of finding a path forward that he can then share with his fellow veterans.

"It's really hard. It's even hard to understand what's gonna happen tomorrow," Andrii says. "I'll do everything so the next veteran after me can just come and be helped psychologically, physically, in any kind of surgery."

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